I hope everyone takes a little time to look around our website and see some new changes. The blog page will be updated again with my previous posts.
I wanted to take some time to thank everyone who has come to be near my family and support us in finding a new "not so normal life". I am feeling more clear every day. The grief can still consume and I have to give in, in order to keep moving forward. I find myself feeling very nostalgic and grateful most days that I had the time I did with Josh. I'm still filled with confusion, pain, anger, and all around grief. Every happy moment is forever almost perfect, there is a great void in our life that will never be filled and we are still working on accepting that.
Tomorrow I will be sharing some very exciting updates about the scholarship at NMSU! It has been a few weeks delayed, but our organization has been very busy planning some exciting stuff in the near future! I will be sharing updates about our little organizations big upcoming adventures that I hope you will share and maybe even want to participate in ;)
Until then, Johnathan and I made a very special video he wanted to share with all of his daddy's friends. He worked on this all week as a surprise! These are some very special videos of our Josh in the last days we spent with him. We carefully chose the ones we thought everyone would enjoy - get a laugh out of - to remember Josh as we knew him. I hope that you will remember our Josh and keep his memory alive. We shared videos from September of last year all the up to the last day we spent with Josh...where Bella has figured out how to free her doggie. We miss you so much, Josh, not a day or moment goes by that you aren't on our minds and I'm so grateful to have had you in my life.